Friday, May 02, 2008

Today my parents had been to macau. and i'm left all alone in the house. it keep me thinking what happen... just what happen if anything happen to my parents what would i be? how would i live my life? would i be able to support myself and my sibling with all the college and stuff? what would i do. Or what happen if my parents decided that i'm big enough and they should throw me out of the house at this moment and what am i left with is just my bank book and some unit trust.
to tell you the truth i'm bad at crisis management i seriously do not know what to do. with me here writting i hope i would be able to think of something about it. Lets get started by writting down the comitment that i had.
1) college for me my sister and my brother
2) electricity bills water bills and etc
3) i'm not sure if my parents finish paying the morgage

what revenue had i got
serious i got no job no working experience i got nothing to tell the truth

so i'm facing a death end loads of expenses and no revenue generating... what am i suppose to do?
work? to earn enough to pay off everything?

lets look at the senario where my parents were to throw me out of the house
my comitment would be my studies
rental of a place to stay

revenue
non

i guess everything would have to start from square one.
i would need to work parttime for most of my semester and on top of everything i would need to break off every sem to work until i had enough money to pay off for my college fees.
if i were to work in any normal shop i guess i would be able to get about like say 1k per month. but if i work like say part time maybe i would get like 5dollars an hour depending on how much i work

so lets talk about school fees
revenue would be 1k
but for everymonth i would need to pay off the rental and food
say one month my rental is 300 per room
foor and etc i guess about 300 would be enough provided there is no luxury food
transportation to work maybe take bus which is like say 50 a month
expense would be 650

one month i would be able to save about say 350
my college fees is about 11k per semester how much do i need to pay if off. i need about 31 months to fork out that money. my goodness who would be able to pay my school fees is almost impossible to work and study at the same time without your parents paying for you plus the inflation and everything. my god i don think i would be able to survive

if say my parents meet and accident and passaway
expenses
sis college - 12000/year
brother college- 12000/year
mine - 13000/year
assuming that the house morgage id fully paid
bills - 300/month so is 36000/year
i haven add food

total expense a semester is
73000 per year
revenue- non
maybe at that time i would sell the car say 20 000
sell off the piano say 5000
sell what ever i can sell to survive the first year
maybe i stop studying and start working
brother and sis have to work for their own food
maybe with that we can barely survive
maybe i would move into a smaller house renting this house out

no matter how i count or calculate it just do not have enough to survive. parents are so important... seriously like an atm before we are able to be fully independent. which indepedent doesn't come with age but by the earning power thatyou have. with this i learn to value parents more |

Thursday, May 01, 2008

I been poudering on this question for a very long time. Should girls (as in me fat one especially) be going on a diet? What is a diet? does it had a defination of it. well according to wikipedia dieting means that control the consuption of food intake to control body weight and nutrient. Why do people want to diet in the first place. Lets look at the world at the developing country.
Recently there is a report stating that obesity is on the rise. And it is really a matter to be concern. because obesity can cause alot of health problem like high blood pressure, high cholesterol, diabetes and etc basically it is one of the reason why human die earlier nowadays. Well , that was meant for youngster like me like my peer group. Well the problem had been so bad that it is now about 1 in every about 5 kids are obese. haih... now lets look at the food consuption that they had. mcdonald for breakfast, mcmuffin for inbetween lunch and breakfast, lunch have pasta (cream base), tea have roast chicken and dinner we have pizza supper we have hokkien mee. woh that is alot of fat ain't it is not a surprise when such finding makes it way to the news paper. well as far as i am concern what i think is this. people especially in the city have earn enough to buy all this "nutrienal" food for their children and they want the best for them. steak and pizza have loads of minerals no douth about that but haven you guys heard about too much of anything is enough to kill anyone. what about the good old vegetable that grandma used to feed us with? "bubt my precious baby boy doesn't like to eat vege" right on target so parents don want to see their child unhappy. so the just feed them with faterning food. Be my guest and when your baby have health problem who do you blame? then it would start a whole series of dieting. well... too much food in this rich society poor little african babies where some have to die cause lack of food.
Some poeple diet cause of health problem what about the girls. yes i can see you smilling yes i mean the girls that willing to vomit out everything that they had eatn. the girls that would rather die then not taking the sliming pills. the girls that is competiting on who is thiner then the lamppost outside my house yes you. What is dieting to you then? to make yourself think so that you can wear all the glamourous night grown? Well people i been thinking really hard about this society and the thin girls. Well i been thinking really hard.if there no invention of mirror would you be able to look at how fat you are? would you be able to see how ugly you look. Well i think god had not invented mirror for this purpose. To me my body is just a container to put my mind in to help me do what ever i want to help me acheive what my mind want to achieve so why do i bother with the dieting if that is my purpose? does it matter on how pretty i look? does it matter on how thin i can be? well you see i once saw a old women which she has sagging boobs sagging arms and of corse sagging buttocks. i was thinking i would look like that one day and it would be 10 times uglier then how am i now. so why should i be bothering about my looks. what is important is that whatever that is inside of me that shines to the outer layer. if i were to concentrate on my inside out then no matter how ugly i am i would still be pretty cause of the value i had inside. right? but that is not what the society thinks nowadays. slim is pretty and there are like a million store outlets there only make size for really small people. and how about those that is fat people they don have much to wear except for over size tshirt. and that is so unfair to them. I do agree that 1st impression counts and seeing a overly fat people would not help much with the 1st impression and that is how people got their job in an job interview. so now what. what i think about contradict totally with the view of the society. should i diet or not?
should i be happy and contented with who am i? or i shall continue on my quest to be a skeleton before i was put to rest underground? somehow i feel this world that i'm living in always contradict with what ever theory that religion come out with. you should be happy with that you have. thank god for what you have. but the socety goes like you are not thin enough to be my friend. well wait till you are thinner before you come to my shop to shop for cloths cause you know what no matter now many xxl pants that you tried it just won't fit you. people wat do you think? |