Friday, May 11, 2007
haih it has been 1 month since the breakup and nothing seem to register inside me.
well, i dono did i do the right thing of just letting it go or not. but i guess it doesn't matter anymore. rice already turn to porradge.so much had happen to me for the past one month including all my exam. surprisingly with what had happen my result still stand up as one of the top. i dono what should i write nor do i know. somehow i'm confuse. i'm so angry at him yesterday cause of what he said. even though he said that he was sorry but i guess it was not enough. punishment. yeah punishment. i punish him is like punish myself. maybe i should just leave. then it would be the better for both of us. but i would still miss his hug, he buy things for me and wait for me at the bottom, when he buy soft toy for me to his voice when i get upset or angry. but i guess i would just have to live with it. i dono would it be my lost or his lost. in the mean time i would just live....confuse and upsetjasmin
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