Saturday, November 26, 2005

wa i notice i been out the whole week after exam and speeding alot of money. hmmm i wonder when will i stop. well anyway is after exam!!! I'M FREEEEEE!!!! yeah faster congratulate me. anyway you want to know what have i been doing for the past week after exam.
tuesday after exam i went to i utama straight not so bad right after exam.watch chicken little and buy a nice flower pink skirt
wedesday i utama again to see jay chou and also see hary potter
thursday ok i stayed at home quite sien of 1 utama alr
friday watch emily rose in 1 utama again (y 1utama again not like there is no other place to go right.)hahahahah
sat went to sungai wang and yam cha with andrew tay.
sun going out with may li to celebrate her birthday
mon dono yet
tues genting a class trip hahahahaha
then i'm going to china soon and i promiss to take alot alot of pic.
so tired out by all this activities going to slep a while nite nite

zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ
jasmin |

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

OMG exam is only like this friday and i was just wondering how i ever got through this two years of hell.haih. i still remember the first day i go in to school and the first time i make this desicion. all those seem like just yesterday.
thanks to my group of wonderful friends that really make a difference in me now i feel like i'm someone that actually make this tinny difference in other people life. hahahhahaha anyway i would like to wish all my friends and everyone that is sitting for stpm or any major exam best of luck and may you pass with flying colours (only blue colour though) ahhahahaha
after exam lets party all night anyway i got my plans so my soh po gang when are you all going to have a trip to meet up? call me you know but not in dream land and don ffk k. muaks

lots of love
jasmin |

Saturday, November 05, 2005

do you ever notice how friends can be at times. the process is always this simple you meet them and if you click you feel like you be each other best friend for your whole life. but if youdon you be just hi bye friends. normal right. but what happen to your current best friend of your life? it will be another journey another process just like nuclear it will decay if you don nurture it.
the process is very simple you all have alot to talk about slowly you have less to talk and then there are times where you don even know what to talk more. haih i wonder who is my kayana mitra. i really really want to meet that person. kayana mitra is like my gaurdian angel and i really really want to meet that person. maybe that person is already beside me but then i din realise. when one day that person left me for good then only i realise. haih sad to say this is one sad reality in life.
counting the number of friends i got since kindergarden till now want to say alot not to say alot want to say little not little also. i still remember my first friend samantha and i remember she mean alot to me and we say we are going to be friends for ever. after kindergarden we went to different school and we don meet up and then now i don even know where is she or does she even remember me.
anyway this is just another example of life. i think it happen to everyone.anyway people night. |

Friday, November 04, 2005

this few days really very very busy prepariong for exam and i think is not the right time for me to disturb the computer. eventually i know this expert for my computer and i have no douth for it. but then my parents don really seem to aprove to approve what i'm doing now and i don blame them for it cause they know that i'm not an expert in computer and also i'm going to have my most important exam in my whole life but i'm spending time with the computer.
i should really do this after the exam hmmmm maybe but then i seem to give up hope on this computer that after everything i have done it doesn't work and seem to give more problem then usual. haih i don know what to say also.
then after that my dad told me about the blood donating thingy which he really seem against it. he say that the new blood don seem to work as well as the old one and he said that some part of your body seem to stop working for a while cause there lack of blood. so far i think is quite not true about it. he say that after donating blood it does more damage to you then good. how ever i don see his point and i strongly disagree. he don see my reason of donating blood. my reason of donating blood is not cause i want to stay healthy but then i just want to help those people that need blood. just one packet of blood can really help to save some one life and it really mean alot to some people. they are also some one else son or daughter what happen if they don have that specified packet of blood they will lost their life. haih ok fine even if it does damage to your body but your body can recover in a very short period of time. i would just take it as a very deep cut that have lost alot of blood.i personally think that human spoil their own organ by their life style and not because of donating blood. all the smoking, all the alcohol. i think that if you want to compare it spoil your organ more then not having enough blood flowing in your body for a day or 2.so don blame it on the blood donating thing if want to blame blame it on your own life style. how long more are you going to stay on this earth anyway? you might as well donate what you have got to save a precious life that might do more of a difference in this world.
all those operation that have done on people to save them from various sickness or to cut off a part that is partially spoil. where did they get the blood? every surgery they need enough blood. at that time of surgery we lost alot of blood and recover after that. so why can't we just take it? i just don understand it.
sorry daddy i know you disagree me to donate my blood to other people but then i want you to know one thing that is wherethere you disagree or agree i'm already a big girl that know how to think for myself and i willing to donate my blood to other people that need it. i want to make a difference in other people's life and this is one step to do it. not only that i will keep myself healthy until the day i die and donate my organ to people that need it. after all like the buddha said : our body is like a house, just a skin and we keep moving on we don need it with us after we die. so i might as well pass it on if it is in good condition to make a difference in other people's life. |