Thursday, June 30, 2005

>Dear Friends,
>
>Kindly take a couple of minutes to go thru this mail. If useful may
>advise others also . Please pass this on to others This happened in
>Parisrecently and may happen elsewhere also.
>
>A few weeks ago, in a movie theatre, a person felt something poking
>from her seat. When she got up to see what it was, she found a needle
>sticking out of the seat with a note attached saying "You have just
>been infected by HIV".
>
>The DiseaseControlCenter(in Paris) reports many similar events in many
>other cities recently. All tested needles were HIV Positive.
>
>The Center also reports that needles have been found in cash dispensers
>at public banking machines. We ask everyone to use extreme caution when
>faced with this kind of situation. All public chairs/seats should be
>inspected with vigilance and caution before use. A careful visual
>inspection should be enough. In addition, they ask that each of you
>pass this message along to all members of your family and your friends
>of the potential danger.
>
>Recently, one doctor has narrated a somewhat similar instance that
>happened to one of his patients at the Priya Cinema in Delhi. A young
>girl, engaged and about to be married in a couple of months, was
>pricked while the movie was going on. The tag with the needle had the
>message " Welcome to the World of HIV family". Though the doctors told
>her family that it takes about 6 months before the virus grows strong
>enough to start damaging the system and a healthy victim could survive
>about 5-6 years, the girl died in 4 months, perhaps more because of the
>"Shock thought". We all have to be careful at public places, rest God
>help! Just think about saving a life by forwarding this message.
>Please, take a few seconds of your time to pass along.

this is a email i have recieve.... and i think you all need to becareful of all this mental problem people... |

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

today is just another normal day but then there is more complaine then the fine usual day.... haih just another eventful day.... hmmm simon brough durian to school and evetually they eat it in the class room.... hmmm very considerate of them... i mean not everyone likes to eat durian right plus even if everyone like to eat durian there are sometimes when some people cannot take the smell... as in they are ok to eat but then one way or another those people that did not consume the durian would find the smell hard too take... that is so horrible right.... haih this is just another one of our class example of guys... there are so many event that happen which is not really nice and i don even want to remember about it.....actually i think that this is not really a nice class... as in like they say form 6 should be mature but somehow i don think that this class guys are mature enough...

1.05pm
under the burning sun... we had to do the gardening for KPJ(kelab pencegah jenayah)... today was not usual hot but unusually hot.... the sun was like burning through our skin.... what more i like sun but i can't take that type os sun for long.... haih... the garden??? still as death but trying to plant something there...

1.35pm
Gardning was over... time to go home... kiat offer me a ride home cause i'm lazy to when we reach his car there is this A4 paper that stuck to his car... i took it and it write " denda RM10000 kerana Bodoh.....FUCK OFF AND SUCK XXX TITS" this is all in red... haih and there sign bor yaw.... which is so obvious was sxxxxx and vxxxx.... haih... as usually la.... but i mean how can he be so insulting.... i was thinking what should i do or what should kiat do... after discussion we decided to make to use this saying"what goes around cames around" so just throw the paper away and forget about it... religion also tells us... for me is his bad karma for kiat is his ultimate judgement from god....

2.00pm
came home and online... nothing much but saw yeong hui only just though of saying hi... but then it turn out to be a disaster... he scold me for pratically no reason(to me) ask him to apologies but he din't so fine.... he can have it his way...bath and went to fetch my brother from school

3.00pm
went to swensen and have some ice cream to cool things down... mentally and physically... eventually every tuesday is a earthquake day and it was 50%off the bill.... so we order a earthquake and then the bill only turn out to be like rm18... next tuesday must bring my mom there to eat... my favourite was the risen thing and also...errr... forgot already... but ut was nice...

4.00pm reach home... nothing to say for now |

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Today of all days... hmmmm certain people know what day is it but so sad i have to go for duty on a carnival kerjaya.... haih... i reach the school at about 7.15 i went to the R&R(rest and relax) to check what En Abu Salim had buy the keropok and stuff like that but to my surprise there is more then keropok is burger with all the meat...OMG how in the world am i going to do this... haih.... kiat came to me and then i took some people to clean the place.... then we try to set the store up but then me, sherry and li qin have no experience so we just stood stun there... lucky there are malay guys that know how to set the store up... the set the thing up and then they help cook the burger... god save the queen!! we are save... hahahahah then later i went to the hall which i'm suppose to be incharge of and there was pratically nothing to do at all.... so we just sit there and have a little chit chat.... after the thing have all set up and running me, li qin, sherry, kiat and pei yie went out to talk... at the R&R.... hmm the guys there look like they are having fun there... cooking laughing and stuff so we sit at the pavillion enjoy the wind... close our eyes and feel the wind blowing at our faces... then a sudden gust of wind blow at li qin skirt and expose her sexy leg...hahahahhahah
then after that we went to Ho Weng Kei for lunch and the food there was as good as it was when i was young...yummy.... we went bacak to school and found out that there is nothing there for us to do... they do not have enough cup and hence they call me and sherry to buy it... we went ss2 and we walk around the whole of it to find for few cup... hahahah good exercise.... when we came back we were to represent some people to go up the stage to get some prizes... so we rush up and took the prizes... i took the 2 biggest one which is not mine at all... the competition was actually participate by sherry, li Qin, Ooi Jin and also rebecca... nothing to do with me... hahahah but it was fun watching alot of people look at us up the stage taking prizes... anyway that is not the fun part... after half an hour the whole ceremony was over and we have to clean up the R&R... so the malay guys went away after cooking and leave us to clean it... it was fun... you know normal thing... abit of water fight and soap everywhere... hahahha and amazingly we found out how bad was the stucture of R&R... the outlet for water is not tiled... means the water cannot flow down nice and properly... funny right... but we still clean it and then we all went to 1u!!!!
we plan to watch initial D in 1 utama and yes with our school uniform on a perfect saturady afternoon...can you imagine how horrible was it.... what will people think... hmmm this few kids must have bluff their mommy to get out... and its all 5 of us... hahahaha but anyway as usual i claim that is the special and unique so people will look at us as lastest fashion i hope... at first but then the NEW GSC have not screen it... so sad... so sherry have to buy batman and guess what... she so smart till she have to buy the FRONT SIT...yes i repeat... the front sit!!! headache... but anyway the show was fine... hmmm halfway i have to find a sit up there and finish the rest of the show not really confortable but is fine....
the cinema was a very very fine place... very special and look very high class... when i sit in the chair was very comfortable not like other cinema... they have a head rest and it was very very spacious.... when i walk up to find a sit and sit in between rows... the space was very spacious... you know lots of space to put leg especially for TALL people... very nice experince....i think TGV would have to renovate their place to compete with them... i personally would prefer GSC... hahahahah too bad...
we took away Pei Yie first time outing with friends... she never came out and walk with her friends before and hence i'm proud to say that we got her first time... hahahahha kiat gave me a little cow which i name it kiat cow cow on the spot... hahahha it had chest hair too.... it was cute... i took a picture of it and want to put it in here but too bad my dad took the camera out...
when i reach home my mom had brought me new bed sheet... heheheh for the first time she buy me bed sheet like TEDDY BEAR!!! yeah!!!! usually she will just buy adult boring type of bed sheet which i would get bored of it within minute... but this one is cute.. it has papa bear and mama bear and baby near 1 with a yellow bow tie plus baby bear 2 which have a balloon in his hand... but then the design was bad.. if it was a family bear they miss out the baby bear 2 on the pillow... so sad to be left out right... but anyway in the middle there is alot of baby bear 1 and also heart shape... hmmm so i guess baby bear 2 must be the black sheep of the family.... sadnya...i took the picture and want to paste it here but again the camera not with me so sorry.... hahahahah
what a day of surprise... happy and tired out... lights off.... |

Friday, June 24, 2005

that day on wednesday i know very well that jay chou is coming to 1u but then cause i got to go see a doctor hence i am not able to make it... but then at about 8 when i left my house to see the doctor i saw te policeman stop this side of the car and let that side of the car to pass... i though maybe some big shot was there... the hazard light of those vehicle was on and i did not suspect anything about it... then when we continue the journey it was funny cause our car and a few of those estima was like racing each other... when we pass by those car i saw those people are wearing black and there is walkie talkie with them.... when i reach the tunnel it was jam there... coincidently the red estima with the hazard light on was park beside my dad car... i look inside and i see 2 guys wearing black with walkie talkie... hence i look at the passanger sit and i saw a guy sitting there talking on the phone.... i stop and think for a while... they guy look so familiar.... then i stop and think for a while... OMG is JAY CHOU!!!!
there is nothing i do just tell my dad about it but then i'm excited about it... hahahahah sherry will be jumping around if i told her that.... anyway she is gona read my blog so no difference... so i'm telling her now... muahahhaha... anyway my other friend say she would open the window and wave to him.... and my other friend say she would go down of the car and knock on the window... anyway that is something which i won't do... hahahaha
till then signing off... |

Sunday, June 19, 2005

today when i was in the gym i talk to the instrutor and then the tittle of the newspaper catch my eye"dara terpulih suami tertipu"i understand the tittle but the problem is i don understand what they mean by dara terpulih and suami tertipu.... then i ask the instrutor what they mean by the tittle.... the instrutor look at me for a while... blink blink blink i can see his head is look hard whats the best way to explaine... then he started" you see when a girl have an intercourse..."(i din know i look so innocent) then i came in... i know what is dara... but then can be repair one meh? he say ya tru traditional way... wah... that is the first time i heard such thing...
then i ask what has it got to do with the tittle... he say cause they can heal it so the husband have been bluff... hmmmm good one... so i start reading those article...then the instructor continue "usually for malays" then i thinking very hard why... and finally i got the answer.... hmmmm religion....
but then i don understand why they want to do it... i mean like if that was their past their husband should be able to accept for who she was her past and everything why should you hide it?? if that incident was accidently and when the girl is not in the wrong why pinalise the girl for what she has been rob from.... if the girl really did the intercourse before with another guy why should her husband should not know about it... i think this is totally not fair for the girls species..
you see if you want an intercourse you need both party.. as in one boy one girl unless you are of course homosexual.... why blame it on the girl only and not the guy.... they say they want virgin girls so if you want virgin girls it is only fair that you guys also keep your virginity... is not fair that you go out looking for one night stand and want your future wife to be a virgin..... cause is greatly impossible.... if guys constantly looking for one night stand there would not be any virgin girls... ok fine lets say in your life time you took away like 3/4 virgin girls and if everyone in the world do that what have we left and you want them?? haih selfish creature...
the newspaper say that if the husband know that the girl is not a virgin it will bring some harm to the new family... haih... use your brain.... if it was this case that means that your husband does not accept for who you are... for what you have done for him... i mean like came on... if your girlfriend or wife have done anything wrong but then she have change or anything isn't that the main thing that she stay loyal to you?? for all those time that she have treat you right... be there for you and it will all end just because of her little mistake??? what happen if she would not forgive you for what you have done in your past... how would you feel??
this world is so not fair... especially to the girl species... we are said to be the weaker species but then with all those thing around us it look like we are the stronger species mentally... all those discrimination... those thing that us girls have to keep to ourself so that our husband won't abandon us.... while guys can have a few wife.... forget it... this is the world you never get to change the mind set of other people... guys are forever the king of the world...the dominant of the human species... no question ask cause this has been pass down since centuries... i rest my case |

Saturday, June 18, 2005

thursday was just like another day... wake up at 6 and get ready for school.... took my handphone and the tuition and yuan teng book and get ready to school.... reach the school as usual and everything was fine untill there was a spotcheck.... i quickly took out my earing and walk out calmly but then i forgot that i got my handphone in the bag... i look at them and quickly went back and take it to put inside my pocket.... hahhaha but then i saw wee nee have already got checked so i put it into her pocket hoping that my handphone will be fine... but then the prefect came and recheck us and my handphone was found... it got confiscated... haih... the head of disipline told us that we can get our handphone back at about 12.30 and nothing earlier then that... through out the day was fine with me... still study as usual.... at about 12.30 me, yuan teng, brian and chee yong went to see Mr Allen in the KH room.... we went there and he got lecture... i told him our reason and he say its a good reason but when the rules state that no handphone means no handphone.... ok fine... i respect the school rules but then that makes no difference cause next week i'm gona bring it again....hahahhahaha anyway they do spot check this week i guess they won do it again next week...
after school we went to eat to the canteen to eat and get ready for tuition... we just take our own sweet time to eat cause the tuition only start at 2.40 and usually when we reach there, there is alot of time to walk around... we took the usual route.. the back gate and started walking... when we reach a park... we heard BANG... we wonder what was it and stood there for quite sometime... but then after that we decided to go back abit and look what happen... we saw its a accident... the post laju van hit a student from taman sea... i rush there and see if i can put my first aid skill into good use... i try to open his airway... check his pulse and breathing(lucky there is no need to use CPR if not i really will die) but he was unconcious... lucky there is no heavy traffic and not alot of people crow round to see but they came to help.... we didn't call the ambulans but we carried him to the van... me, yuan and jia went back to school to report but then we have not enough information like who the guy was and nothing much can be done...then about like 2 we left for tuition....
later i went out for dinner cause is my dad and mom annerversary.... i choose the flower for my dad and it was wonderful... we went down to inti to fetch my sister... then we went to eat the little buddha jump over the wall.. there is shark fin, sea cucumber, abalone, chicken, scallop, yu piu, mushroom in side the soup....i personally think tat shark fin taste better... maybe i like sour stuff that why... this one i think is abit salty... we had our dinner and take a walk in inti... there is alot of leng chai leng lui there... after that we came back and eventually that is about it.... study till i was so so tired out after such a eventful day... lights out... bye |

Saturday, June 11, 2005

that day i went to meditation camp and there where i learn the importance of meditation... it is really important if you really want to know whats the meaning of life.. i mean seriously you will know more of what you want in life... there are alot of time where we can sit still and do some meditation and it really do you good... you need to do it before you know what is it feel like... it is like shutting your other senses and only concentrate on one... then i think that why you can train your sense to be more sensitive then just doing what you are doing.. you feel what you are doing...
anyway that day was thursday when i bored the lrt and meet yuan teng there... hahhaha... on the way i saw this lady with a few month baby and i think she is struggeling to keep herself and her baby safe... one hand holding the strips one hand holding the baby... around her was younf man sitting and to my horror not even one stand up and offer his sit to her... that is what i saw... that is so horrible... then when i relate this to kiat and kiat told me his another encounter when he was in the lrt the last time he went... anyway there was this pregnant lady... she was fighting her way into the train no one give way to her and she have to fight her way in... fine... then what happen next was no one stand up for her... when the next station cames... she have to fight with other able bodys... stronger bodies for a sit... how horrible... such thing are call as modernisation... haih... i don want to see what will happen in the future...
holidays almost end...and glad to say at least i did something for this holiday and i went alot of places... hahhaah... you have to read my past posts to know what i did and where i went... anyway do have fun with your holidays also k... bye bye and take care |

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

today while was i driving today then something hit me... i wonder how was it if i was blind... would i still be able to drive?? would i still be able to take care of myself??
then i was thinking i think the worst lost ever from the 5 senses is the ability to see... haih... when you can't see there is alot of things you can't do.. things like reading.. seeing colours... they will not even be able to see different colour in the world... they will not be able to see what colour is the apple or mango or the 7 wonderful colour of the rainbow... haih so sad...
that is still not that terrible... the worst thing here is that you can't even take care of yourself... i mean when you first get blind... you need people to tell you where things are... you can't drive..people without arms or limb might still able to drive but ithout sight... haih... you don even know has the traffic light turn green... means there is no means of your own transportation... you can't cross the road youself... you need people to guild you...
plus when you want to study there must be some special book to help you...but then when came to scholarship... i don think they stand a fair chance if they were to fight with a normal person and when you came out to this world... who would like to employ a blind person... haih this also means that there is no work... no chance of surviving... haih all this thing are so sad
no douth.. there are alot of things that is donw to help those people... special book to teach them for education... there are things to help them move around.. like the stick and also some traffic light have beeping sound to help them cross the road... but have it been done enough?? i think most important thing is that they must have equal chance to find a job and also education... this will only help them be indepentent give them energy... let them feel they are something in the world not a parasite...
anyway i think i would dedicate my life into helping them... cause i feel they are the poor little human that deserve a chance to live... |

Sunday, June 05, 2005

today of all times i went to sumi longdon meditation camp... haih i don feel like going as i don know anyone there but then i force myself there and lucky i did cause i get ti meet up with last year ydc camp friends... happy!!!
i reach there and i was alone and pratically i know no one there...except zhen yuan... haih but he and me also nothing much to talk about one la... no difference... anyway i went in feeling abit out of place but then the sjba people start to came in then we say hello... we know each other from camp... hahahha happy
who told you that meditation is for old people... we young people need it more then old people... we use to rush off in life not noticin what happening around us... rush off to success... rush to the opportunity not noticing that there is more to life then just rushing.... the most important thing i learn in this camp is that our exsistance is important cause we exsist.... hahahha don understand??? we exsist to make this cycle complete...exsist to appreciate nature... how many of you pratically notice that the bird chipping like an orchastra... some monk can... without those thing nature can be really beautiful like what the japanise notice...
sometimes we rush off to fast not noticing what is happening around us and finally we got what we want but then whats the point.... when we finally acheive what we want we find there is some emptyness inside us... this emptyness often came with the question what is the point of life?? especially in buddhist point when after all you done you just return to square one... to a christian... i think it would be the same... whats the point of working so hard when after you die you just return to dust... whats the point of having everything you want or need...after working so hard to get material stuff to keep you warm and all you feel is not contentment but craving for more stuff... or when you get everything in the world you will feel lonely feel empty.. whats the point of living when you don even know whats the meaning of life... let is be human or animal.... so the point she is tryin to delieve here is to enjoy small moments like this let it be a walk in the park or maybe let it be just sit down and observe what is happening around you... what is changing...
in the camp i got a friend that i know last year in camp chung lern... he also feel what i feel... whats the point of life?? serious... i think we are facing some mid life crisis now... hahahah but then she never give us answer cause she herself also don have the answer... chung lern is facing some emtpyness... he got everything.. friends.... result... whatever he want... but y do he still feel empty... maybe like me... still don know whats the meaning of living.... but i've been thinking maybe that to live here is to make other people life better.... i think from now that will be my meaning to life... |

Saturday, June 04, 2005

yeaterday was my granduncle 60 birthday... happy birthday granduncle... hahahha he is a rich guy and hence we had a scumptious meal... you never guess what we had...
first dish is a bowl shark fin soup oh... is in a small small bowl that they boil it bowl by bowl... the chunted thing is that there there are little fin inside the whole thing... not in "stips" but in piece.... hahahah nice leh.... with vinegar is simply irressitable....
next dish is the 4 season dish... normal thing la..but there is only 2 season lo... there is 2 hot and 2 cold dish so i guess there is only winter and summer la... hahahha but thedish was great...
next thing is the long pan.... long pan is actually sek pan which is over 30 years... hahahha that big then the whole thing is different... the texture of the fish meat and also the skin was so so different... i never eat such thing in my life b4... the meat was tough.... really nice and the skin was very different usually fish skin will have this oil that make the skin errr"slimy???" but then this one the skin was really tough and got few layer you can see the scale and everything...wa wa wa... according to kian kiat the fish cost about 100+ for a kg (if the statistic is wrong find kiat don find me) hahahah
then we have alot alot of things to eat... including bun that shape of a peach which lingyung inside is was wonderful... hahahha and for desert we got ginseng root with xu yi....i really don like to eat ginseng but then they cook it until is not really bitter and again is wonderful... hahahha
yummy~!!!! see how to not get fat during holidays la... hmmm after the cameron still got this... i promiss to diet already one but then haih...nvm la... fat means luck... muahahahah |

Thursday, June 02, 2005

arlo people... haih i just came back from cameron and i wanted to put some picture in but haih... never mind la i try to put it in ok... hahhahaha anyway this is the cronical of me cameron
Day1
Woke up at about 7.30am and bath and get ready... eat some chee cheong fin for breakfast and pack everything into the car booth... those thing include cloths and sleping bags... hahhah then i have my beauty sleep while my dadyy speed the way to our destination... we stop at the rest house and my dad meet his friends there and we are on our way to cameron..YEAH!!! we stop by in ipoh to wait for uncle chin relatives to get use some tent(we are not camping infact but there are too many people so it might have some use later)... beside the place we stop there is a cendol store were everyone rush t have a break on this hot and sunny day.... hahahha
finally after an hour of excruciating boring ride we reach this little house on top of the hill with lots of roses and a very very big garden... bad news... we only got 3 room for 6 family... great.. so we do need the tent to sleep outside... hahaha...the care taker of the house came out to greet us and her husband(a cook) have prepare us a wonderful lunch CHICKEN RICE.... it was delicious.... my parents like the cilies alot... all self make... how wonderful... hahhah after that i learn from uncle chin how to set up the tent... hahahaha now i have graduate from it so now i know... there are 2 tent outside... one is a four man tent next is the 2 man tent... then we(the children) run around the big big garden... runing up and down not playing anything but just run for fun and also for the heat....tea time was scorn... they make it themself...(i mean the cook)
dinner we had steamboat and again it was t keep us warm... lucky there is a heater for us to bath if not i swear i would not bath for the whole 3 days... hahahha after dinner we learn how to play majong... nice la... hahahha and for once i got a DAI SEI HEI... hahhaha how many of you in your life have got such luck... then about like 2 we went back to the tent and sleep... it was freezing cold and the bad news here is i got abig of flu.... nite

Day2
woke up and omg my flu got worst... then we had american breakfast... after breakfast(tv meals all the way) we went to the boh tea plantation... mothing to brag about... then when to the strawberry farm and there is nothing new.. not like i've never been there... but anyway my mom brought a pot of errr not strawberry but haiwaiian chilly... i don know it will survive but... we'll see...
we went back for lunch and the lunch was once again great..the weather was drizzling all the while and outside are full of mist and it really look like we are in other country... for the first time i don dare to step out of the house... i have to sit on the sofa with jacket and also fold in my legs to keep them warm... so i pratically stay in door and of course i'll never sleep outside on such weather... hahahah but there are heroes... the little kids are playing badminton on such weather... "clap please" while we adults prefer to stay put... watch some tv till 11 and then good night

Day3
last day and i woke up all warm and nice night to sleep.. actually i'm a bit fbored of the trip already... eat some breakfast and get ready to move... HOME at last... hahhahahah we counted the money that the adults are suppose to pay and we collect the money.... after that we pack things up and then have some group photo and bye bye...then they say they will meet up every year... hahahahha i errr... don hope for that much... every little kid is less then 12... me baby sitter only... but ok gua... last time was in desaru... the time b4 was in faser hills... next time.... errrr not sure... hahahha |