Friday, May 27, 2005

lolz.. starting of holiday for me... school holiday finally... but sad to say that the holiday is not for me... the teachers are evil i tell you Evil but then good also la give me alot of time to study... haih i notice there is only like 3 month till exam... they are evil the timetable for the stpm are not out yet and i'm wondering why.... last time spm timetable are out so fast and this stpm... or maybe the evil teacher keep and not letting you know... evil teachers...
haih... whats is holiday without a nice time to play... i guess for now till end of stpm my book is my companion... haih books can talk to me... if i read it... alot of things that it can open my mind... and wonders they can do... is not to make me fail... miracles that book can do... this time i cannot talk my way out...
haih after this stpm then i really really have to decided what i want to do... i got no other choice but to choose one... i cannot like after spm buy some time go into form 6 just to ignore the cross road i'm facing... coward right.... haih... i choose... i don think i like physic anymore... i hate science i think i don want anything to do with science anymore is killing me... one thing is fun but then alot of brain is needed to understand how things work... brains... that is one thing that i'm lacking... high iq but lazy to use my brain... that has what becoming me now...
maths... i love so much before that and now i hate it.... maths are evil i tell you EVIL... there are so many things to see and relate and also memory work of which formula to use... there are 10 times more difficult then add maths in form 4 and 5.... i love add maths then but now maths... i hate you... haih... but then again i must love the subject i take so i got the interest to continue it... but then i guess i'm starting to love maths again.... i'll lova maths again if and only if i start to do more math question...
chem... physical chem was fun but organic chem was torturous... worst thing in my life... never like organice before in my life... i'm still wondering why they exsist in the first place... whoa re those smart people... haih.... but anyway i have to learn it anyway.,.... physical chem now are getting worst by day... nothing nice at all... learning about equilibrium and how to count the pH and the dissociation... haih... loads of things which i really really don like.. but at the same time have to like...
physic... worst thing in my whole entire life... i hate and i repeat hate mechanics... how to count the force of this and that and how much force i need to keep it stable... haih y do i need to count i just do some experiment and learn to mistake... billion of fomula which relate it... its 10 times more more complicated then form 4 and 5... worst thing... the lenght and everything mix togather and it became a wonderful rojak... or they calm is amazing... but i don see anything amazing in it... only more stuff to burden my mind... like they say the current will flow more slowly causing the lift to move more slowly if there is a weight on it.. they are doing it on my brain... they put more burden on it and then it move ever so slowly... isn't that what they teach.... talking about kinematics and dynamics... haih.... enough already not talking about the centripetal force for circular motion... trust me those are the last thing you want to learn
talking about pa statics thing and again history about malaysia... save me... i've been learning about m'sia for like 5 years and i need to learn it again??? ok this time is more about how the parliment is and the dasar dasar economic... those are the past... i don know why we need to learn it... haih...
that is pratically my life for the past 2 years... not hell but hell is coming soon in another 3 month... help.... save me... |

Monday, May 23, 2005

today i went to genting and the best part and i have been waiting for so long i went to *ahem* SNOW WORLD applause please... heheheheh i went there and the price was quite resonable considering that is RM15 with coat and shoes and also glove included for 40min.which i think is more then enough...the coat are all the same(no different colour... size of the shoe are limited... my shoes was so loose i hardly can walk(maybe is my ankle small...hahhaha) it is 7 degrees inside... haih... coldnya...there we play snow right...(the snow on the floor are actually limited and we put snow(ice) into each other shirt which causing my dad and brother to jump around like kangaroo.... after sometime my brother mouth start to numb and he can't pronounce the word frostbite nicely.. hahhaha. heheheheh anyway here are some picture i put for you all to see...(actually we are not suppose to take picture but for the sake of those who din't go in we RISK it for you... hahahah) here are the picture enjoy....



this is me and my mom hugging each other to keep each other warm... hahahhah do we look like sisters??




this is my dad and my mom... does it look like some snowing country and they are sitting at the park?? look aren't they loving....



this is my mom showing us there there is alot of snow and ready to throw at us... or her evil plan is to put it at the back of our shirt... hahahah but mom... i'm too smart for you.... hahahhahaha



this picture shows that i'm freezing...does that thing behind you look familiar?? hmmm anyway just for your information those snowman beside me are made out of plastic... if there were real... we whould have smash it within a minute and they will have to redo it every section... hahaha



this is just posing... see i took the risk of taking the picture of what is inside for you guys... so now may you... abit of fees... hahahahha



and this is how you look like after you came out from the freezing place... a eyeless ghost. with a red nose and also a rosy cheek..... hahahah

anyway after that was normal stuff arcade games and walking in the cool refreshing air then we went to gotong jaya(which my mom always pronounce it as gotong royong...) for dinner... ahahahha |

Sunday, May 22, 2005

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aiyak i don know how to resaiz this thing but you all see first la ok... hehehehe
this one is a book which i feel it help me alot in my daily life and about life.... and it help to calm me down and give me alot of guidance though out my daily action and though... hehhehe if you got a chance try reading it.... it might help you too.... hehehe

this is that my mom sells during the wesak day food fair in bu11... hehehehe and watch out for the thursday newspaper in The Star in the family cookbook section my mom will appear there for this zhong thing... heheheh look out for me also ok....(i'm gona be a celebrity.... yahoo!!!)

this is my master piece...my sand art i use one hour to do it... nice??? (if you say is not nice i'll kill you hahahah)
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Friday, May 20, 2005

hip hip hurray finally i have finish my exam already... haih actually can finish it within one weel but then school lo here and there holiday finish it like in 2 weeks... later end of the year i also don know how the goverment gona pull it for one month... haih
anyway i was watching happy tree friends and trust me its the worst show that you can ever show the kids.... maybe you all should go check it out... i know about this tru my friend but then i got no chance to visit it only like today i suddenly remember and i went to watch it... the worst then horror movie... is totally dangerous... keep it away from children.... do you know what they do?? they cut of legs... kill people and also burn them up plus they also screw the eye balls... i don know how to decribe it to you but then you must see it for yourself only you will know how horrible is it... when i was watching it i was half covering my eyes and half laughing at the sight of it... not that is funny but then the supidility of them... haih... it don serve as an entertaiment cause i don feel calm after that.... haih...
anyway exam... haih i als don want to talk about it already but then i think that this is only the end of the beginning... nothing much left but to study during the holidays and then you all can start judging how much disipline i got ok??? hahhahaha
anyway i think today i'm gona sleep all i can cause if the lack of sleep for the past few days... anyway bye guys and see you like tmr if i got anything interesting to tell you all... hahahah
thanks for the compliment for the song... i love it very much also... thanks... |

Sunday, May 15, 2005

let me tell you abit about my lever of expectation for my future husband ok.....

1) must know how to do house work and willing to do it
2) must know how to cook...
3) must love me till i burn
4) must be loyal to me(only me and no one)
5) can make me smile all the time
6) can let me bully
7) willing to be my driver
8) willing to accept me for who am i
9) alwiz stand by me when i'm feeling down
10) protect me when i kena bully
11) must know how to speak a language that i don know so he can teach me
12) result ok ok la
13) my parents must like him also
14) financially stable
15) not workaholic (can spend time with me)
16) love to do out door activities
17) not mama boy (pls)
18) can migrate with me to other country
19) mature...At least can give me advice
20) comfortable hug....lolz those that i can melt
.... errr i think is this much first la... hahahha
if can drive big car and got big house father open bank and also got 2 moutain of gold... hahahah |

what is your problem now??? how many times do you still want me to tell you what is happening.... why don you still don want to listen....you want prove i provided you with it and still you are in your dream land.... wake up la you know the truth but then don want to accept it... this is the reality of it....
you know who you are and what else you need me to prove to you only you will believe me?? i'm freaking angry everytime i think about it.... but i guess this is human nature "never trust your friend untill everything is coming to reality" i have already warn you to it and since you don want to face it thats your problem.... i'm sick and tired of telling you over and over again.... and then you think that i'm some sort of ultra derange supercilious gorgon... for all i care the choice is yours and i don want to see any of it... |

Saturday, May 14, 2005

exam's here... hmmm anyway for now i think so far so good that is because physic and maths exam is not here yet... it is this wednesday if you are asking... haih... i also don know why am i so scare of math but then i'm really scare cause there is nothing that i know how to count... not that i don know about to count but then theory behind it was so hard and you have to follow those step... if there is one step wrong the whole thing is wrong.... but the problem with me is i don even know how to make the first step... haih i think i need to study maths... hahhahaha i mean how many times in your life have you heard of people saying they need to study maths.... i think i'm the only one in this world... but then again i believe that you don need to study maths but do them.... but then i don even know how to do so must study lo...
anyway i don know but i think i'm talking crap now... hahahha thanks for reading my crap... hmmmm i wonder how badly i will do in my stpm... is like only months away and there is everything that i don know and don understand.... there is a vast difference between form 6 and form 5 and matriculation... there is no fix text book for form 6 and anything can came out including those that you have not heard before... haih but then the concept is the same... as like they say i have to read more.... but then i see my senior result they are not the encouraging anyway....
hmmmm my muet speaking is monday and i don know if i can speak... i mean anyone can speak but then during exam everything will be gone;... i just hope that everything is fine...i hope i can speak like this much crap in class... but i think everyting will be different when you know you are speaking for and exam and everything goes wrong... words can't seem to came out from your mouth right.... anyway keep your finger cross and wish me luck ok....
after sometimes of streamxy i think that going online is the most boring thing on earth... i think human are like that... when they can't have it they will think is the most interesting thing on earth but when they have excess of it they will get bored of it... hahahahha... last time i wanted to go online 24 hours a day and chat with my friend non stop and find alot of information... but then i only have a dial up connection and hence it is very expansive to go online for a long period of time... then we have streamxy and then me and my brother will be fighting to go online... but now.... haih the conputer will be left there and i think both of us got bored of it already... ahhahaha but then i think if my dad were to cut the streamxy we will be fighting to online again... hahahha this is normal human reaction...
is another few minutes the termite guy( errr i guess i should say the terminator) will came to my house to kill the termintes in the store room... so i'm gona be quarentine in my room for a few hours... only with my hp and my book as companion... i can go out of the house if i want to but then i'm too lazy to get my big fat ass moving... so i think the bed room will do fine... hahhahaha
so time to move to my room and study errrr sleep also i guess... hahahhaha anyway hope that i can go out and yam cha la after i get bored of the enviroment of my room (if only my mom leave her car to me).... lalalalal time to lock myself in the room... so tata and take care till next time... |

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

sry sry.. long time din update my blog cause i got no mood anyway.... hahahha anyway... hmmm let me tell you about my blood donation thing which is my first time (clap please)... hahahhahahah
anyway the venue is in 1utama next to oriental craving...
when i went there i was shaking i din want to donate any... as in i want to donate but at the same time i was scare of pain but then... my mom encourage me... and i told myself that there is always the first time... hahhahaha... after i fill in the form... they help me took my blood pressure and took my weight... all was so perfect(minus the fact that i'm abit heavy)... i'm one step closer to the donating part which is scary....
the next thing is to see what my blood type and if i have hermoglobin to donate.... they use some thing to prick my finger and it was like a big red ant sting... ouch.... ahahahha but then they took some blood and test for the blood type and also the hermogolbin... hahhahaha and everything is fine and my bloog type is A....
next station.. i was still shaking and tey give me this plastick thing that have those thing that i need... some needles... the bag to fill the blood in... my pass book for the next time blood donation i i din want to continue looking in it cause it remains me... pain is coming ahead you... i mean just now that prick of the finger was pain... actually maybe not that pain... i walk around looking like a aimless soul with something in my hand which also reminds me about the tv show of how prisoner should be... then the nurse ask me to donate and don waste time... but i though they are suppose to let us take our own sweet time to do it... eventually i went there... i lie down... they have an injection...maybe is a pain killer.... it was abit pain but it was ok... then they put in the "pipe" and give me a pvc pipe to hold... hahhahahah but then the "pipe that went in was not pain at all.... then while talking to shone i quickly finish the blood donating thing... can nothing happen to me.... pratically nothing..... no dizzyness.... no nothing.... hmmmm i wake up and drink some milo(compulsory) hahahahah and end of story...
i went shopping after that and catch a movie.... how bad can it be.... at the end of the day i was laughing at myself how stupid ca i be at that moment.... anyway all is done and i'm proud of myself... |

Saturday, May 07, 2005

just yesterday i was about to go up i saw something catch me eye... my dad was watching national geography and the point that some thing catch my eyes is this little naked boy bending down( can't see anything) my first though was ohhh maybe is those primative people... hmm i was right but nothing prepare me from what i was going to see...
i saw a group of guys... wearing something like a stick at their penis.... it was long and obsence to me..plus they use something to support the stick..... they are also wearing some round stuff round their body only up till their waist... then something came to my mind... if the guys wear like this what will the girls wear?
hmmm then sudden i was caugh off guard... something in front of the tv screen was bounching... is a women breast... but then it was jus a while then i was look at the screen to look for a woman... but then i found woman walking around/.... but soon after i saw 2 guls walking around more to say jumping around and their breast was like nothing to cover it and they only have some leaves to cover their bottom which was actually not really cover also...
they are having the ceremony of manhood for the little boy.. hmmm and they are all jumping around naked except those that i meantion above... jumping around making their part jumping all around.... it was quite and disgusting to me..... but i guess this was how our ancestor life in the past....
what i don understand is that why do they have to have a stick there and the girls there are so limited... i wonder if they share wife.... maybe is very normal for those people to see it... i now wonder the amazing history of clothes... |