Monday, April 04, 2005

you know what i found something out.... actually confident play a very important role in your life no matter what age you are.... actually there are small small things in life that need your confident and then only you can find yourself brave to face the challange in life....
there are little things in life that you might not notice... like knowing a friend... talking to someone new in school or even facing exam... trust me it really take great confident to do that....sometimes people need to do things that its outside our comfort zone.... comfort zone are places that we feel comfortable doing.... like maybe playing piano.... do homework which we usually do..... those are nothing and slowly you will think what is the purpose of life....
me i know what is it like to be outside your comfort zone... trust me i learn this lesson this year... you don have to be the best to be happy... you can get last in class and end up feeling happy yourself.... you might think i'm crazy... if not cause i have experience it myself i think that i'm crazy too.... hmmm i lost a debate in school but then i'm happy about it... reason??? very simple... cause i took up the courage to join the competition even though i'm scare.... i took the challange to it when other people don even dare to join... this is what i'm proud of myself.... i finish a 10 km race.... my dad told me i must be crazy but then i did it.... y??? cause i got confident that i can do it....and i did it.... i'm so proud of myself after that.... really sometimes when i feel like giving up but i never do..... cause i told myself that winner never quit quiter never win....and this is true,..and don i love that sentence...... if you give up the chances if you winning is total 0 but if you try there is a posibility that you win even the chance are slim... serious there are times when i though i'm fighting a down hill battle and i told myself that.... and it brough me to where i am now... there are times when i really want to give up... like the time when i'm taking spm... i realy feel like dying and killing myself and when things are done i look back feeling proud of myself....
another perfect example....i went on a surviver camp... heheheheh the battle is tough i have to carry a 10 kg bag hike up.... other then that i have to take can food up.... but i told my self winner never give up and i continue... after i finish i was so proud of myself that even if you give me a trophy it won beat the feeling of me accomplish that thing...
there are small small goal that you don see in life and those are actually challange that can make you in to a better person then you are mentally ready for bigger challenge.... small small things like quiting games....to facing life and death... can you just give up like that??..those people that kill themself are people that are not mature enough to face the challenge that have been given to them by god.... |