Thursday, March 03, 2005

sometimes i don know if my exsistance here on earth is the right thing or not... i really really don know..seem like my exsistance on earth have cause alot of trouble and alot of things which i think other normal people don have to go through... i think maybe i don exsist then everything will be different...
haih i'm in a dilema now which i got no idea how should i choose... i really don know how... i don know if i should be with a guy that sacrified everything for me and i really meaning everything.... please tell me what should i do....... maybe if i don exsist in this world then everything will be so different... at least my ex won have someone like a ghost like that following him around... my sister can have the whole room to herself... my mom don have to be so angry with me all the time....my brother will not have to complaine so much about me... then my friends.... i think it might be much better not being on earth...
haih.... alot of things don work out the way we want it to be and choices is all we have to do.. which you think is more worth it you do but if not you don do... but sometime choosing something can be so difficult.....
i really don want to be in this world anymore......maybe is better this way... |