Saturday, March 12, 2005

hai this week i also not in much mood la.... only keep checking my mail hoping to get a email from someone that will be leaving soon.... haih at last he went away already(don get the wrong meaning he is not death jus that maybe we won get to contact each other already) i don know when and why i became so close to him... maybe he knows alot of things about me and i feel tat i know him for ages gua... but anyway that is not the point... i just hope he is happy and contact me once in a while...heheheh but i remember the last time i feel like that was last year when things happen.....
now really got nothing much to think about i only want to think about my study and get good scholarship and fly away and never came back....hmmm i'm planing to go to england to study leh.... but for now i must save enough money cause my parents only got enough money to pay me for my tution and living expanses all on me... but i don mind... i really want to experince the different culture of a different country... the cold weather...hmmm maybe be there and never came back gua...actually there's nothing much that is left to remember here lo.... maybe my parents only few friends... infact 90 percent of my friends have leave the country to australia or uk and england already... i was thinking when only can i join them there... but as i'm not from a rich family i need to work harder then any of them... i'm not born with a golden spoon and i can't afford it....
haih maybe they are right studying is the best time in your life you get to enjoy it to your fullest but not in this modern world where children don even know how to play batu seremban or how to climb a tree or jus fly a kite.... they are missing the essential skills of life... alot of people are born and everything had been laid there and all they have to do is follow the road there have been there wherether they like it or not... that is s sad.... this make a person to became depent on other people for decision... and do not have to ability to make important desicion for the rest of their life that is so horrible right... how much worst can this society can became...they are turning people in to a robot... children will be lack of creative skill which is the essence of live....
like that day i was having a conversation with kin seng.... he said that friday is the only day that he can go home right after school... and i totally agree with him... monday i got meeting and tuition same goes for tuesday and also wednesday.. thursday i got tuition... haih and all this is taking too much time...and we both agree that we don have enough time for even our homework... is this the way of life?? i really don know i only took 2 tuition what about people who took every subject... i don understand what will happen to them... where they get the sleeping time... in class??? that was totally opposite.... we are suppose to learn in class not sleep... till one point i don see the point of going to school...
but don get me wrong i don mean that we should play and leave the rest out... i mean we should learn to divide the time and sould not attend so much tuition till we don have enough time for even our homework what about play time.... i will not be surprise that is next time in the future when our children will not even know how to solve a simple task without even refering to the book.... haih.... i know i only can say here and there is nothing i can do cause as we know parents wants the best for the children and the best here means best education and chance for them to excel...want them to have the best job with maximum money to earn.... but they din know that this way will kill their creative and innovative skill which will kill them even more...
i'm thankful my parents don push me to the max... even i have it when i was younger... my dad don believe in tuition so tuition is to the minimum...he believe in play time and i will do the same to my kids next time(that is if i married la).... |