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Sunday, February 27, 2005

Yesterday was the first saturday after new year which i have something to do and its the only saturday i pass with meaning in it... hahhaha i got school early in the morning so i woke up at 6 and went to school... to my surprise very little in my class came and only 13 of us sitting in the class... evantually the teacher teach and also complaine why was there so little people... the excuse is because its saturday and the teacher say its not an excuse.. she said that saturday don have to came to school meh and i guess she is wrong cause saturday we really really DON HAVE TO CAME TO SCHOOL... plus this is the first time after my primary school life saturday i have to came to school and study... but anyway i was on quite a bubbly mood and everyone else was moody... i wonder why(must be the haze anyway)....
in class we were looking at the wonderful scenery of haze which i admit it was quite nice to look at dispite the smell of it and of course there is danger to those people who are suffering from asthma... but the senery really remind me about over sea those that have mist... when i try to relate it no one understands what i mean but anyway never mind i'll enjoy the whole thing myself...hmmm
the weather was perfectly fine not not sunny anyway..(maybe is cause if the haze that block the sunlight) but anyway it was sort of windy also(with those dirt) despite the fact that i was sweating in the morning(which is unusual) hehehhe... next we have chem lesson the teacher was kind enough to let is rest half an hour which she only teach one hour.... during that half an hour we talk about leng chai in our school and pratically conclusion there is very limited leng chaiZ here... hahhahaha
we had our recess very differently today... our school had a fitness centre in a very strategic place which is infront of the guys toilet...ahahaah but we went there not to look at guys doing their stuff... we went there to have fun... you can see 3 childish form 6 student jumping all over the place trying alot of things out which include jumping,hopping,running and climbing big stair... hahhah we feel like as if we were little drawf climbing human step hahahha *take note: all of us are wearing skirt* hahahahah we sit there till the bell ring and we saw our class guys went to the toilet so we wait for them to came out and walk back to class togather... hahhahaha
next activity i got tuition in kl...I drive to the lrt station and then take the lrt ALONE to kl.... things that i was surprise in the lrt...haih first i went in and found a sit... next to me there is a plastic bag with rubbish... hahhhahahha i was wondering how uncivilised people can be..... i did a little experiment and see who would sit down next to me... eventually no one would there were all turn away by the rubbish...the whole train was quite full and no one would sit next to me.... hahhahah then i saw this leng chai sitting on the next compartment sleeping.. haih i think he would not even know that i exsist on the train... hhahaha anyway at last there's someone came and sit beside me which was a malay i guess and he has a smell which i don like so b4 i reach the station i stand up for other people to sit.... when i stand up and i notice what is more horriying is that the train is full of indonesian... scary almost like 90% full of them... i got out as quickly as i would.. not to say i discreminate them but the fact is that mostly crimes like rape and stuff like that were commited by indonesian even if they claim to be a malaysian but they have a look that can differenciate them...
i reach my destination and nothing much had happen jus that the fact that there is alot of cute looking guys in my tuition class and me and yuan teng was giggling all the way.... but the time today passes really fast....yuan teng had her mom came to fetch her but another group of us have to take the lrt home...good... jeremy look bored there cause he is the only guy in the group... hahah poor jeremy...
i reach home and so i went to uncle chilis for dinner... the food was great and my dad only had praises not complaine... hahahha and my dad was so happy that he give the waiter a 5 bucks tips... hahhaha there i saw my friend ngee chong he work there...
later in the nite i can't seem to sleep cause something was bothering me... alot of it and i can't write it down here... i badly wanted to talk to someone i though of calling yeong hui but i stop on the button and decided it might be a better choice calling someone else.... eventually that someone else called me and calm me down alot and so i slp till 3 and notice its raning but its still to stuffy to sleep(must be the haze) the whole nite i tose and turn and there's nothing much i can do... i woke up in the morning just to find tat it's still rainning.. lucky the rain stop now at about 10am and so i can continue with my activity.... the normal things i usually do on sundays...

Thursday, February 24, 2005

today i went for my debate and i lost the debate but funny thing is that i'm not sad but i'm happy... what i'm happy is because i got the strenght to stand up in front of a crowd and talk... i have not debate before and so this is my first time and so i'm extra happy that i have done it at least i think i did my best.. but i think the next time i'll prepare more hahahha...
then lucky today i din miss the bus and i also very happy cause yeong hui for the first time after his collage time he got so high marks.... gambate k.... every exam also like that k...

Monday, February 21, 2005

lets talk about friends... there are many types of friends and the most comman friends that you may find is the hi bye friends who only talk to you but they don care about you when you need them or so ever...
how many of you in this world think that you have found a best friend..to be honest with yourself i think if you were to think carefully i don think you can point out one that you can call a best friend... i don think i have one too but i got alot of good friends and those are the friends that are there for me though thick and thin... i think they know pratically what i'm going through....
those friends are what i call kalyana mitra.. they are there to help you no matter what happen to you...heheh and actually i'm proud to day i got some of them and you all know who you are... hahahah
anyway there are also alot of those that seem to be your good friend but left you to die on your own when you need them... those type of friends are those when only you are good you can be with them and trust me those type of friend you dno really need them.. yes they may give you the best time of your life but that is only when you don need their help to do anything...
any other type is the hi bye friends when only you say hi and bye or maybe have a little conversation...they can came to your party and sometimes you might now even recognize them...
i think i have listed down those that i know... i don know about you and i hope you know know which type of friends your friends are really are...

Sunday, February 20, 2005

yeah... yesterday was a angpau taking day... heheheh from the sunway family.. first we went to seow kit house(meaning also fiolyn and seow pin house) at first we we accidently went to the wrong house with al-quran there... heheheh but lucky jason told us that is the other house... there we play the piano and also seow kit perforn a sad sad song on his violin... his mom give ang pau(as we expected)heheheh then me and jason shong and also yeong hui walk to mc donald to wait for yeong hui's brother... there i was bored cause the only thing they talk about its their game dota... haih guys will always be guys...
next we went to yeong hui house.... hehehhe and there yeong hui mom give me another ang pau... this time all the same..yeah peace... we sit there eat and chat and also watch tv... then we went to cheryl house and there we continue the chat and also watch tv again... heheheh and we get to go into cheryl cozy little room with alot of teddy bears....
next we went to kuen thai house and funny thing is that his parent also just came back....and his mom is those type that like to give lecture alot so kuen thai was like chasing his mom away... his mom eventually invite us to her church(again remember the last time i told you during new year eve??) then his mom was like asking us to drink more 100plus and everything was scarry... we silent our phone cause his mom don like people phone ringing...hahahha
then we went to my house... and they love the swing in my front yard...they came and eat sushi... yum yum... nothing much but the fun part was they make their own sushi and all sor of "creative" way and trust me there is nothing like this crazy bunch...
then we went to jason house there we girls have some rest and the guys paly games,guitar and stuff...
next and the alst stop we went to soo imm house there soo imm's hyperactive dog came pouncing on all of us licking our hand and leg...hahahhaha there we play cards and lost and also win alot of money la(not me..hahhaha) then we went to sri siam..there we eat lo sang and also alot of hot hot dishes but over all is nice la if not yeong hui would not eat 2 plates of rice....
then we went back to soo imm's house and play ma jong untill like 10 and lucky my mom did not grumble....
end of story.. hope you all like it ahahaha

Saturday, February 19, 2005

yeah i'm going out again today!! haih i notice that i have been going out too often and often din study... not to mention the homework that have been piling up... haih i really don know how la...jus don feel like studying...
let me tell you a joke that happen to me like on thursay ... we have a muet test... and what happen was we need to match the people with what they need to do with work... as in lumberjack....you match with axe...
then i came across this word frogman... what the hell is frogman i don have a single club... is it the man who act like a frog and what does frogman do...i skip that and continue and the last choice was the breifcase...
so naturally i match breifcase and with frogman.. so when the teach pass back the paper and she explaine to me what is frogman i laugh till there is tears in my eyes...frogman= life guard and the thing they are suppose to use is flippers...heheheh...
of all name why frogman..... maybe frog do swim fast but why can't it just write a simple name that everyone can understand..like lifeguard...

Friday, February 18, 2005

today as usually... after going to school for so long as in form 6 this is my first time not going to school.... even if it was a tradition for djians to skip school for no reason but i don do it... but today i really got no reason to go to school.. plus i need to catch up on the homework there has been pilling up since don know when...
but at last i went to 1u wit may li and we watch constantine... the thing was not bad... heheheh at least i think is better then seol rider....
then we went to eat daves

yesterday was the worst day of my life... lets start with skol....
it was a day when we got one hour recess because some teacher is gona move to other school so we had one hour recess... not knowing what to do me and wee nee went down to have something to chew... i bought curry mee... as i was walking towards the table a guy pushes my hand and the curry mee spilled on my hand and it was burning hot... lucky the bowl was still intact and i still got somehting to eat...thankful that the soup did not pour on my uniform as i got tuition later.... my hand so burn but it was ok after a while....(pain still but who cares...heheheh)
later we went to tuition and i was suppose to pay my fees... standing behind the counter waiting for my turn... i wait and wait but i don know what were they counting... it was not my turn after like 5 min and i have to rush off for lunch... i plan to pay after tuition... during tuition the people there came in saying want to check our card... shit i have not pay my fees and i kena nicely from them...
next i reach the lrt station and i was suppose to wait till like 5.30 for my mom but at 4.30 i was a bus which can bring me home so i rush down and to only find the bus left when i was a few step away.... so i waited for my mom to pick me... later my mom told me she can make it till another half an hour.. then i saw the bus to my house again so i run to the other side and again to find the bus left without me jus a few step away again.... i have to walk all the way but up and call my mom to tell her that she need to fetch me...after i my mom fetch me... i saw another bus leading to my house... haih wat a day...
anyway with or without tuition... i reach home same time 7.30 pm

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

what is love.... is love something to hold on or something to let go...i don know whats the answer to it...but all i know is that is not worth it if that person don love you.... its not worth your tears or all your sacrifies...
sometimes even when you give in everything to ther person it does not mean that he will love you back in return..nothing can be done....cause alot of people do not appriciate what have been given to them...
alot of things cannot be cured with one sorry... if the word sorry can cure everything then it won be that complicated... can you kill someone and tell them you are sorry and you will be free from the punishment... i don think so
promisses are meant ot be broken.... i don think that is a good statement... some promisses can meant alot to someone.... someone who trust you alot and if you just break a important promiss... what will happen to ther person??? is something that i think is serious... that is why promisses should not be taken lightly.. if you can't do it then don promiss..
sometimes you should not trust someone too much... the higher the hope the harder you fall.... sometimes its jus too hard till is quite imppossible to stand back up...i have already make a promiss to myself... i won trust people so easy... especially guys that want to kau you... or even your bf
my advice to you... never be in a relationship... cause from my experience it is as stable as a yoyo.... it will never be stable no matter how stable it look... try not to take those sweet word into account too much.... you mite never know when you will be dump and cry like an idiot for every night of the year... trust me you can't go wrong on this...

Sunday, February 13, 2005

today i went to yeong hui house to visit his parents... to my surprise... his parents only we broke up yesterday nite.... haih....funny rite
anyway nothing much today i went to the cinema to watch movie with my friends and the show was abit boring... i was thinking of sleeping....
then we ate sushi king.... then we went home... nothing much happen today.... but only something to update my blog... hehehhe

Thursday, February 10, 2005

i jus came back from johor for new year and tomorrow is just another day i'm going to ipoh... pratically i'm busy the whole week...
the promiss that i'm gona study this week have been broken.... this year i don know why but getting less and less people going back to hometown..i mean mine la i don know about yours.. as usually i collect ang pau but this year is definately less.... alot of aunties din not came back... maybe is cause my grandfather pass away...
anyway... there i was so bored i can't do anything about it.... i did sing abit of karoka and i agree that i can't sing that well... hehehehe
hmmmm.... on the new year day 12am i can't sleep cause there seem to be alot of activities going on... alot of people letting the fire cracker go and is really a beautiful sight... actually i'm thankful that the goverment had ben the fire cracker.. cause if they did not i would not get my beauty sleep... even with the ban there seem like there is no stopping of them playing this dangerous thing...but of course with the ban there seem to be less bang and boom around so of course i get to slp......
the second day i slp in the hall.... is a special tent that we set up for us guls only me my sister and my cousin...
the tent was a mosquitoes netting that being hold by some string that has been tied to the windows and walls(the nails) the bed was put inside and se we spend our nite there(the guls only mind you)
but seems like my cousin brother is so jealous that he want to sleep with us...(what are you all thinking?? he is onnly a small boy)but then of course his parents don let la.... hahahhaha the thing was nice and we do it like every year and the guls alwiz get the tent......muahahahahah
happy new year to everyone!!!! may your wish came true...hahahha i know a few people wish n i'm trying to make them came true

Sunday, February 06, 2005

today i play gun bound again.... but then i went into kiat account and sell his whole thing n buy things for myself( evil right) but he ask me to do so....
so i jus buy a godness dress and tat is all lo......
i want to make myself look nice in gb hhheehheeh

Saturday, February 05, 2005

i don understand y i jus can't do it... very easy only ma... jus wipe it off the exsistance level so a person....
someone who don care if you are death or alive.... someone who won bother checking how are you...cause as human we only care about the happy times and hope that somehow some day it will happen again but eventually things like this only happen in movie and fairytales..... can it happen to real life...... i don think so
someone told me that love life should be perfect.... i don think so... if it were to be so perfect we won have any break up and people jumping down the building jus in the name of love...
haih.... don know this world how many people have fallen in the name of this
anyway love this thing cannot be explaine or studied... if there is so many explaination for this thing... then everything will turn logic... i think it is more on the emotional path which people have very little control over what it will happen....
if i was a scentist i would create a drink and after you drink it you won even know that the fellow exsist in your life but i think that is not possible... cause you are wipping your life for lets say past few months of even years... i don think is possible... hehehe

Friday, February 04, 2005

today i went to a course and we were talking about leadership skill but my point for today is not this...i saw a little video clips... the tittle of it we were soldier...
i came home and i see the thing in vcd...
the point that i saw the show and its about war.... i see people dying n stuff like that i don understand what so nice aobut war.... more ophanage that the goverment need to build....
the goverment give the order and do nohting about it.... they don have to go to battle field and fight so they do not know what it is like in it... in the show mite not be the same but... almost la...
i see that show people dying... wife crying.... there is nothing to be happy about... i don see any benefit in war.... so y have war??

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

jus the other day someone was complaining that i din't write about him in my blog now i'm not pointing my fingers at anyone(read the tittle above) hahahahha
ok fine i write some thing about you lo....the other day his poor hard disk of his com broke(i don know what he meant by it anyway)and the whole com was down... so his friend ask him if he got a gf and he reply was me(what a smart move).... so his friend happily tease him about it and later he only tell me when i realise something was wrong...
his friend don allow him to message me at all and keep his hp(in case you don know yes he is very nice to bully)and keep on teasing him la....when i say is was ok and stop msging cause his friend will tease him he ask me y i was running away but the next msg was i need to go friends don allow alr... what theory is this....
then for the next few days was history... so now i won msg him anymore and so he won msg me alr.... actually i was angry why he is not willing to do anything about it la... but never mind la i'm not his gf also...i got nothing to do with this... can't msg mai don msg lo rite... heheheheh
then i started on this new cute game call gun bound and it was funny... let me tell you about it in the next posting k........

haih... today is jus another not so good day.... everything have to happen today... today i'm not feeling well at all and the teacher din came to class.... in the morning we have muet and the teacher is not here for like 2 weeks already then next is math 1... she came in and give some work to do...then recess.... me and a few friends went to walk around the whole school just to show how bored were we when there is no work to be done and there is nothing much that you can do about it.... then after recess is physic... i just love the lastest book with all my favourite topic inside(electronic stuff) but the teacher got meeting and i got alot of question to ask her about the last time exam which she have not discuss...next period is chem... the teacher is not feeling too well and so she came in a while and left us to do our own work...
later was a disaster there was a meeting and i was suppose to hold it cause i was the president ma... there was alot of malay guys and they are very very hard to handle and would not keep quiet(i know whats is it like to be talking and no one listening so i promiss i'm not gona do that again).... they are so hard to handle that is took me more then an hour jus to electe some of the empty places in the board.... i shout so much so that tey can hear me and i lost my lovely voice... that is so sad i don know if i can handle games with them or not which i plan to do it the next meeting lo.... anyway today was not such a good day...
i need to make decission if i should go for te khusus kepimpinan in the dewan for the whole friday and i have to miss 3 period of physic and trust me 3 period of physic you have the whole chapter gone... if you miss you have to figure it yourself... but the teacher say is a must so i guess that leave me with no choice....