Thursday, November 25, 2004

so bored for the holiday and really there is nothing much that i can do.... don know why i spend this holiday like at home.... not like last year when i got "someone" to go out with me every week... but now different i'm single and actually not available... haven really recover from my last disaster....
maybe i'll never find another bf(boy friend)... i really don know but maybe is me that is pestimistic.... i don think any boys now (currently) is worth my time and effort... what would they do after you put in your time and effort??sometimes your efford pay off but then sometime they just say bye and fly away... they don give a damn about you...
anyway i think sometimes girls can live better withour guys... but of course some think that we need opposite to survive..... sometimes think of it... i think is the guys that need the girls to survive.. without girls the guys would not have proper meals and may lead a very unhealthy life..... with all the beer and maggi mee....haih......
sometimes leh is not that you are not good but is just that the other party don like you.... if the other party don like you no matter what you do is not enough... but if the other party like you... then non matter how many bad points you got he will also not mind... that is why they say love is blind.....
after the last relationship...i relaly don hope to be in one anymore lo... is too hurting....last time i use to think what am i gona do without him but now look at me... i;m still alive and well |