Tuesday, October 19, 2004

i don know what to say or what to do... i feel extreme guilty of what have been done... i know that all that i say i can't take it back...but i can't let this wrong to continue,.... i really don know what can i do....
I need alot of time off.... my ex like is another gul which is my friend... how would you feel if your friend told you all the little outing they had....
sometimes i really feel like crying...i really think i'm gona suffer from depression... the only place that i can escape all this is school and even my last resort to school has also change.... change completely... why do all this thing have to happen at one go... i really don understand.... can you tell me?? any one got a answer???
haih i'm really tired of all this relationship thing i really want a rest...what more else do you want me to do???
You tell me pls... u know who you are... i'm really sick and tired.. i really can't take it any longer...
i don know la... maybe i'm not a good friend at all nor am i will ever be a good girlfriend... why can't you forget it like how i did with my ex and start all over again( as in life move on)
i've move on... i know is better... i know that me and my ex is not mean for each other... i have already accept the fact that he like my friend and they are better togather.... why can't you. |