Saturday, October 09, 2004

what is the meaning of friends when they keep lying to you non stop... two faces telling different things and different from the truth....
i got a friend that tell me jus the opposite....hmmm... i can't tell you the name but it really hurt me alot.....
she say jus alot of hurtful things which she know that she will hurt me very badly.... i would like to think as in she is helping me but i can't do that.... it is jus to fake to be true and when i learn about the truth i can't help thinking that is she my friend or is she someone that only here to hurt me and bring the gap bigger...
me and my ex have break up for quite sometime and sad to sad is very hurting and then thie friend name A keep comforting me and thank god i got better.... but still i can't get over it after such a short time...
anyway later she say the oppsite of wat she say to me to my friend... what is the meaning of it??? i really don know and i don understand...
after all i trust her words and she betray me with a few lies here and there which is of course hurting and not to say it was about my ex...it really hurt me alot....
I know... i know he likes another gul but then i'm facing the fact but why can't she let me do it slowly and give me one big blow....
one single big blow enough to take away my one nite sleep...trust me is not a nice feeling about what she has to say....
i jus told my ex about what she say and he was so angry with her.... i was thinking maybe she would be trying to help me get over him but then is not the right way... is not right to tell lies and make the hurting part get worst... it is not suppose to be like that friends are suppose to heal it not put salt on it...
i jus hope that i won get any more of this type of friends.. no offence but with friends like this who need enermy....
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