Tuesday, September 14, 2004

this morning i was awaken by a scarry dream i dream that my ex and my friend get togather.. i woke up and got this funny feeling within me i was unhappy... i was searching why would i occur this feeling..maybe i mite still have that little feeling for him or maybe is my friend that get with him..
I remember that day when i broke up and the reason was he is not happy with this relationship so as the people say that with force in relationship you can't get happiness so i would let him go and wish him happy.. but why..Why do i have the unhappy feeling in me.. If he were to be with my friend and be happy about it i shud be happy to...I came to a conclusion that i'm abit selfish... hmm maybe i should really change myself so when people are happy i don get jealous.. but in this world is it that easy to to feel joy when in that sense??? hmmm this question keep me wondering... |